| Location | Ladbroke Grove, London |
| Age | 18 years |
| Date of Birth | 2/1988 |
| Date of Death | 8/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,758 since 07/04/2007 |
| Creator |
Sharif Zaiden aka Pud (etc) died / was murdered in EGG Club on the 12th of august 2006 in Londons King Cross. He was only 18 years old when he was taken away. He wanted to / was about to do a trainee carpentry course, otherwise was in love with music. Pud firstly lived in Ladroke Grove with his family then moved to temporary accomodation in latimer 10 minutes away by himself and then too his own flat in Ladbroke Grove. Pud had 3 older brothers, Ash, Sham and Adam and his mum Melanie.
Pud meant alot to me we were in a relationship for 3 years and during that time he was my everything. I had never loved or been in love with anyone else so that then made him my first everything. There was never a time where I could doubt him loving caring or being happy with me. He was gorgeous / hotstuff always there wen you needed him and always had jokes. He didn't deserve to go or be taken how he was and will be truly missed but never forgotten. Its sometimes hard to come to terms with the reality that he isn't actually here anymore and a big part of me hasn't. We did brake up eventually and may of even fallen out of love but i'll always have that love for him because I know he has it for me. We both moved on in terms of relationships and when we spoke I gathered he was also happy too. I have so many memories of you always making some one laugh, doing something dumb or trying to be srious etc... I still have some of your stuff that I dont think I'll everthrow away. Take care of those who lovd you and yourself while were still apart from you hun.
I still wish he was here he was taken too early, but nobody can hurt you now. Pud was special I hope he's good wherever or whatever he's doing right now you funny guy. P.S sorry thankyou luv ya always take care missing you like you wouldn't know pudding (fattah/mohsen nudge nudge wink wink) We still share the same bday no matter what so HAPPY 19TH BDAY FOR FEBRUARY 15TH 2007 JUST GONE -=- MISSED NEVER FORGOTTEN. xxxxxxxxxxx Love you loads always in my heart, Zakiya - (zuks!)
Pudding!
hey baby boi just been thinking about you thought id write you a quick message me and mummy mel was talking about you the other day quite a few memories some funny some sad. I cant ever forget you a major part of my life i could never regret or forget!! u ment and still mean alot too me. i no ur happy where ever u are and ur watching over your loved 1s. I will cherish my memories of u forever u was a diamond, a unforgettable character, the most caring man iv ever known someone who will always hold a special place in my heart!! luv ya puddy.xxxxxx
My Little Man
Hello my little man missing u bad, came on here 2 look 4 u, and i found u. Thanx 2 zakiya. I still cant believe ur gone, such a beautiful boy with plenty of character. ur death left a dent in my heart, i always thought u would be around 4 ever. If i had known i would of took u up on that last offer!!! that only me and u knw about! So many people thought we were wrong 2gether coz of the age gap, but it didnt matter 2 me, i loved u. You was more of a man than most man i knw! and still is! We became really close you was like a brother a lover, and friend. You had such an effect on people,they wanted 2 have u all 2 their self. But i dun knw u had bare love 2 share, from here 2 Egypt!! Literally u horny little Angel! Will NEVER 4get u, how could i??? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
i cant believe ur gone b!!!!
im gona kp this so short cos ive bn crying 4 2days now i cnt believe u gone cos i was w8tn 4 us all 2 do a reunion nd seeing ur face wit ur cheeky smile but u will always be in my heart cos thats wer u were frm day 1 ive reading up on bare things bout all this madness nd i see frm this thing here that u was bare loved and u are bare loved i see that never changed nd it never will well ill be bk on here soon but in the mean time may God Bless ur fam Jesus Christ protect them too nd ill be praying 4 them each day u went too soon babes we all missing u sooooooooooooooo badly u will NEVER be 4gotten Never that!!!!
xxxx-Mwah-xxxx
2 YOUNG TOO GO PUD
RIP PUD, EVERY1 STILL MISSES U... YOUR N A BETTER PLACE... HAPPY BELATED B-DAY ASWELL SWEETIE..SORRY ITS A BIT LATE X
I hope you don't mind me leaving this message
When I heard that this had happened, I thought what such a bad thing. It's one of them stories that you can never get out of your mind. It made me think, why would someone be so nasty. How would I feel? If it was someone I knew or was close to me. How must the family feel or be coping with this.
I never knew you or your family personally however it's something that has always stuck in my mind. My nan has just passed away and I have set up a page for her on here. I thought of you and typed in Ladbroke Grove. I did'nt think you would be on here, but I am so glad you are to let all your friends, family, close friends, loved ones, and anyone who knew you. That this world is a wicked place but there are people that think of you.
God Bless him and keep him safe
God help the family, friends and anyone that knew this boy strong to carry on each day.
When It hurts soooo bad
Hey good looking! Its been a while since Ive left a message soooo I thought Id get on it - This year has really brought out sum major revelations all of what U told me when I didnt listen I should have! Listening 2 u would have saved alot of time and un-necessary effort! Fuck it U were right I wsa wrong lol! But this year the girlls all sung h-b'day 2 us and I kinda broke down at da cemetry soooo I figured that feb 15th coming up Id have new approach I fort Id celebrate 4 da both of us, right babe! Not a day goes by when u dont cross my mind even im my sleep. But Im at work now so Im gonna have 2 love u and leave u 4 a bit. MMMMMMWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.***XXX Zakiyah - U know what time it is!!!lol
RIP
Allah rahumal ... May Allah protect all those you love. Guide them while you watch them from Janna Inshuallah.. RIP
Allah rahumal xx
Missin You Like Hell Baby
-Hey baby god theres so much to say I miss you like hell i cant believe your not here everyday waking up and seeing your not by my side in the morning turning over to hug you and ur not there just kills me that bit more everyday. They say time heals but it just gets worse noing that ur not just up the road in woods or coming bk 2 eat soon its weird u no. i try and pretend sumtimes that your in egypt but then reality hits and the pain comes bk i no ur in a better place looking down on us all ur mum misses you like crazy but shes so strong you no now i no where you got it from!!lol
ill never forget all our crazy times together getting drunk and high at the house you were so funny wen we used to do that , going lido, romford theres so much memories i hold close to my heart and will never let go i was down by u the otha day with cam he's so crazy he's like no dat's my uncle pud stephanie and he was helping us clean up and got the water for the flowers!! he'll never be able 2 4get you!! babe im gonna luv ya and leave you now cant wait 2 be brought bk 2getha!!!!! i will write again soon love you loads baby with all my heart!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love 2 a brother...
Love 2 a friend, just like a brother,
Love 2 a family that shouldn't suffer.
The tears are gone, but the memories get stronger...
Though ur not here u roll deep inside a brother...
We'll never forget the love that we cherish and thoughts in mind...
Pud we love u my brother, never will we hide,
Missing you so bad B, we can't deny.
Rest in peace my brother till we all ride...
Love u forever P...

Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Sharif's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 55 candles lit for Sharif.